McCoy: Catholicism / Hegelianism / Religion of the Mind

Szalay was right: I do have a ‘catholic’ mind despite my patent nihilism/atheism
In Hegelianism terms, I really am a devotee of the absolute
de Man was right: I/we really are more Hegelian than we would like to admitfind 2
Bisticas-Cocoves was right: at a certain limit, the goal/end of the System is more powerful than its dismantling. Because they really are only Aspects (Seiten) of the whole Erfahrung..
- really I could map my entire journey of unemployment and beyond in perfectly speculative dialectical terms
- also, this Goal + Log that I’ve taken up could also prove to be one of the most powerful behavioural cognitive methods
- individual/group management idea
  - why are you not responsible for this problem/solution
  - why are you responsible for this problem/solution
  - assign an scale to your responsibility
  - compare quantification with others / create an average rating
  - track progress of responsibility quotient across time
At the end of the day, the religion (‘system’) of ‘thinking’ is more productive and salutary than even the most rarefied nihilisms (although the meta-awareness of the equally absolute irony of this religious idea)
- as I write this, I realize that my cig clamshell is on fire and someone on the street pulls an epic 30s burnout right down the street lol

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